It's an eye opening for me.
Have you ever had that feeling when you met someone and he/she had caused to hurt you forever - have you ever had that moment of regret - not wanting to feel or think about the times you've gone through with him/her. You just felt too disgusted and that to forget or purify yourself was death. I supposed my mind was completely corrupted with my own influential insanity.
Oh wells - What's bygone is bygone after all.
I just felt that i need to blog about 6 September 2014 ( Saturday ):
I received good news from my aunt. She has safely given birth to a baby boy. Amazingly i haven't known his name yet. < There i was; busy with school and work >
The second training practice for ITE musical was quite a tiring day for me - but i still managed to push myself through out the day. Having to know that John picked two male singers - that quite got me off the hook because i've wanted the opportunity to shine but got myself too disappointed with the news. However i am proud to support my friends even though i'm a little too envy of them being picked and being able to perform the "solo" parts...
Probably; i'm expecting too much. Yet another mistake that i wouldn't want to repeat again. So i've learned. For me to think positively about the disappointment i had - i had to tell myself that they're much more better than i am. And hey! I don't have to be nervous about the performance later. I wouldn't want to screw up the performances when i'm nervous. Especially when vocal and dancing play a part together. That's a tough thing to do on stage.
The day goes on along with the bad luck being part in it. I completely forgot to stuff my work clothes in my bag. Wasted 1.5 hours just to get back home and then go to work. I didn't have any proper meal for myself.
At the end of the day - i found myself lucky. Lucky to be where i am. I'm not talking about being unlucky for not being chosen or happened to have bad luck for the whole day.
At the end of the day - it's about looking at the smiles you've put on people's face.
This is what i'm living for.
#HAPPINESS
Oh wells - What's bygone is bygone after all.
I just felt that i need to blog about 6 September 2014 ( Saturday ):
I received good news from my aunt. She has safely given birth to a baby boy. Amazingly i haven't known his name yet. < There i was; busy with school and work >
The second training practice for ITE musical was quite a tiring day for me - but i still managed to push myself through out the day. Having to know that John picked two male singers - that quite got me off the hook because i've wanted the opportunity to shine but got myself too disappointed with the news. However i am proud to support my friends even though i'm a little too envy of them being picked and being able to perform the "solo" parts...
Probably; i'm expecting too much. Yet another mistake that i wouldn't want to repeat again. So i've learned. For me to think positively about the disappointment i had - i had to tell myself that they're much more better than i am. And hey! I don't have to be nervous about the performance later. I wouldn't want to screw up the performances when i'm nervous. Especially when vocal and dancing play a part together. That's a tough thing to do on stage.
The day goes on along with the bad luck being part in it. I completely forgot to stuff my work clothes in my bag. Wasted 1.5 hours just to get back home and then go to work. I didn't have any proper meal for myself.
At the end of the day - i found myself lucky. Lucky to be where i am. I'm not talking about being unlucky for not being chosen or happened to have bad luck for the whole day.
At the end of the day - it's about looking at the smiles you've put on people's face.
This is what i'm living for.
#HAPPINESS
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