It's October. Attachment still ongoing till 22 November..
Being in a new environment and making new friends are never easy. I miss Watsons and everything about the people there.It's been tough and difficult for me ever since internship started. I am stress. I have been having deep thoughts regarding work after internship. I am not too sure if i would like to continue working at this current place. They may have had offered good pay but time wise and location are quite far from home and school. I'm having dilemma right now.
Work; to work to earn - to work to support. Basic principles. I'm not going to start my theory on that but work is a place where you meet with new people. It doesn't matter of they're old or young but it's just how things work around. I am not too sure if it's even permissible to lament on the things that happen around in store; at work. But i guess i have to come to terms that it's very challenging. Very!
So i have been having such thoughts not just on work but my lifestyle and the people that are connected to me. In such cases that i would really love to share with you but i'll have to take every precaution when it comes to social media. Things can get pretty nasty around here.
At times when such situation or something that catches my eyes, i can't be tame. It's too obvious and i can't seem to control my instinct when it comes to stupidity. I know that i need to be watchful over what i feel, say and think but sometimes i have the urge of correcting people. Yes i know. I need to reflect myself; giving second thoughts before shooting all out. Filtering my thoughts and words can get pretty hasty at times. Haywire. This world is full of pretentious and is the cruelest place i live in. We all do. But when it's too tempting to say the things you would like to say, that's when sarcasm is what we call it instead. Perhaps that's how i'm used to being myself and contradicting people very much.
I can be bold and naive but trying to control my own temptation has to come with a price. I'll tend to shut myself up and be quiet about almost everything. I tend to response when things get out of hands.
However here i am, telling myself to shove those worries away!
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