Milestones

"I wish i wish" ...

Wishing doesn't start here if you don't begin with dreaming. If you want something then you'll have to start working hard for it. Then making your dream is where your patience will be put to the test!

I have dreams. Countless of them. When i was a little girl, i once told grandpapa that i wanted to be a doctor. Then i had a change of mind. I wanted to be a violinist. I was just a little girl. I was too fickle minded and i find it hilarious looking back at how young i was to have big dreams that even an adult would know how difficult it would be to get there. Dreaming was easy. Now that i am more understanding about reality and the time needed to achieve those dreams, i think i had fun dreaming wildly.

Mom never stops telling me to dream big because she said if i want something, that you'll have to work hard to get it. I love it when she does that. It feels like all may stop me but with that constant support and encouragement, i'm just this big bulldozer smashing obstacles and screaming out loud telling them to bug off.

I have slight changes to my plan but all i have to do and keep reminding myself that i can do it! Just always need a backup plan. That's what mom always emphasize.

I may not succeed well in my education but i swear i have done many successful things in my life. People may not see it or feel it but i know that so long that i am happy and satisfied with the effort i have put in, i feel like i would be at the top of the world.

I do know that starting a Cafe would be impossible at the beginning but i just have to try because if i don't try then i'll never know. Talking about having license, i'm always succumbed to financial issues but i'll find my ways to take that chances to get through.

Reasons to why and what i'm doing is that i want to prove to people that i can do it even on my own. Sometimes they misjudged and misunderstood me for the kind of person i am. I am not doing all these to make people bow at me but i want them to know that they shouldn't underestimate a person's capability.

I'll take my chances but for those who has started talking about marriage with me, i guess waiting won't harm at all. I've discussed this issue before and i will not put my dreams to a stop. If i am determined about this, then i should just say that i am persistent about almost everything i do and wish for...