Few things became complicated for me - from what i could tell.
I spot on to the arguments i had with Taufiq and they're mostly about our disagreement. Well mostly that i didn't agree with him - to the extent that i had always been living to such principle the entire of my independent days.
There are things that Taufiq and I still need to be opened up with but that depends if we wanted to. I understand that we still have a long way to go.
In our relationship, i felt that Taufiq had always been the one to give in to my stubbornness.
I know that i am a hot headed person and i think that i am always right when i know that sometimes i could be wrong - like a pinch of salt - but that doesn't mean that i will lower down my ego (it becomes a habit of which i am aware of it).
When i hear stories about other's relationship, i try to not become like any one of them - but like what Taufiq had always reminded me that there's nothing perfect in this world. Even so, there are things that we still struggle with.
I tried to put my faith first and tried to overcome every obstacles. It became harder than i thought but that didn't mean that i would give up this relationship over few things that i wasn't tough enough to handle with.
To those reading my blog and believed that i was venting out my frustration regarding my relationship - you're wrong!
Every each post that i made, it becomes my reflection.